January 12, 2015 at 11:48PM
Feeling very helpless and depress
I am passionate about filmmaking and planning to shoot my very first proper pro level work which is going to be a series of short documentaries for internet (100% free work without any chance or hope of making any money) though I am feeling very helpless and depressed.
In Pakistan I reside in a city called Peshawar where things are being very difficult to live, every single day we have security threats from the idiot fanatics called Talabns, the whole city got no video and no photography strict policy, if you go want to do any video work in any corner of the city then soon you would be surounded by the police or army and strictly told by them to handover your equiptment to them and you might get it back (if lucky) after weeks of inspection and more over can be arrested too.
The whole situation has made me feel very negative and helpless.
What shall I do?
How I can boost my positivity?
How can I create the stuff that I have always wanted to?